Baby, i really do love you. I Starting to stick with u , everytime i feel uneasy when u not around mi, canno feel ur warm.. i noe whenever u beside mi u will protect and care for mi.. i always being so blur, will injury myself most of the time.. example: in train u will protect my head,avoid my head to bang the wall hahas.. Everything small things u do really touch me.. i hope tis can be continue and nev stop... I dislike when u did not text mi or call me.. i will start have images running ard my head.. bad and good~ BABY i would like to request u can always stay sweet with me.. i hate when we suddenly so cold.. i really don't wish to happen..~!!!
What i fear the most!!! 2 more month u goin ORD le.. My fear start to increase to the MAX!!!! I will not know what will happen , You will go and study and work.. out to the society where beautiful butterfly, flower ard can u resist it?(i noe i not pretty, not the dream girl u always wanted!!)That y i so scare.. you noe that ?You know this few day we start to quarrel again.. which we promise not to let tis happen again? but it came again!!!! When i at home before i slept, i keep on thinking abt our stuff abt our future? I was so scare u will cheat me.. i cannot see when u are talkin the truth , i always choose to believe you , u know that? i always thought what if one day you say u are busy working but actually u are dating with others girls? What If u say u are doin project at friends hse and at last is kissing with other girl? What if you have all the girls ard u n u start to push me away n date all the girls out one by one?? What if u have a car, u say u are on ur way but u took 1 hours to 4 hours to reach? cos u date with the girl n send her home? And leaving me alone at the street to wait for u come?? thought i wan u to have a car as soon as possible but i have fear too.. What am i goin to do??? There more i worry abt.. haiiz~~~