secretive stories ♥

2011-03-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

Shall continue ......

Done ~~~

To my beloved Best Boyfriends....

Thanks for everything for the past one year~ The promise you made i always will remember and will be waiting .. Hope it will will come true.. The care u give , the hug i received is always warm.., the kisses is always sweet! BUT it nev enough for me i WANT MORE and FOREVER! okays>>? Our love still counting down~~ LOVEYOU<3

Will continue my life story so stay tuned for chapter II hahas :)

2011-02-22T23:44:00.007+08:00

Been ages i have update my blog ~ hahahs time fly real fast a brand new year is here n there lot of thing happen actually .. hahahs shall post some photo and refresh my memory :)

First up, our 1st year anniversary!!

I plan to have a surprise for him so on the sat i told

him i staying at home next day which

actual day of anniversary than i meet him to celeb

te.. hahas den he say ok. So i run out of my

hse n went over to his place n place my laptop in front

of his hse as i make a video for him.:) i run

off to the meeting point and waited for him ahhah

as.. And surprise him with his present!! <3

On the actual day........................................

To be continue ~~`

2010-10-07T12:16:00.003+08:00

Love with fear?

I somehow lose my appetite.. I dun sleep well, i dun feel warm, i so tired my eye is swollen..
The conversation i heard totally sank my heart.. Till now i canno forget some.. I noe to u i just
a small little young tree in the world there more forest.. It really hurt me.. I know every quarrel
is i make the mistake first or maybe some.. I do love you.. i really do.. But now me toward u is like
so scare n fear.. I wan warm i wan ur love.. I noe u did ur part is all my mistake n my attitude
force u out of the circle.. i wrong I am sorry i deserve it..

2010-09-25T10:29:00.007+08:00

I found it~ i found it~

All thanks to hubby giving me some hint if not i will be so lost. Searching ard the area like Crazy~
It will be hard if i was alone there is under a table.. hahas.. Despite, the weather is so hot, sweating all over ,it worth. I so happy when i found.. I believe baby will keep his promise. Maybe not now but soon hahas .. I dun need to wait for 7 years le.. the time have reduce and i will receive my xin fu soon.. Baby, I really love you.. Hope our luck turn good and u can earn lot of money n can achieve ur dream..Hope we can set up a family soon.. 24/7 tgt ('8')

2010-09-23T16:46:00.003+08:00

Its been long i have updated my blog..

Its been 9 month 1 week 4 days we been tgt. This month i should say it really tough. Lot of pop out everytime.. the pop out is super irritating as it will end up to a sad ending..

This is our 1st chalet tgt. we planned before my holiday cos all we wan was er ren shi jie.. I did enjoy, All thanks to my hubby always make me so happy and feel warm just like a married couple. :p hahas i tot tat day was my wedding day hahas :)

To my beloved hubby,

Hubby,i promise u i will be ur 小女人, be ur faithful baby. I will love you always like i always say. i do my best to change .. i jus hope to be with u forever.. i will try hard to find the signature u will have to do ur 承喏. hahas baby, iloveyou... pending for our 1 year anniversary.. Muacks ('8').

2010-07-25T19:46:00.008+08:00

This year wasn't a good years for me.. Everyone was fall ill. unfortunately, my uncle jus pass away.. When i was young he dote me lot.. i really like him, he teach me alot of things.. i rmb he teach me how to wash photo using the tradition way. I enjoy every much.. I have to leave Singapore for 3 days to Indonesia .. sad goin to miss alot lesson n test how? haiiz.. no choice i hav to go. i going to miss my hubby:( uncle, wish have a peaceful journy to the heaven you are such a nice guys :)Yesterday, had an outing with hubby.. we when to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice i should say is nice 8/10. den we went to shopping hahas.. i was so happy as my baby brought me bag n wallet from charles and keith. i love you hahas.. hubby dote me so much..He is a nice guy,though sometime he have ******* but he still LOVE me .. hahas Really canno wait him to marry him :p hahas
End with me,my wallet and bag :)

2010-07-07T17:47:00.006+08:00

School had start.
Got to say boring.. have to wake up early. the stress is back.
I Left PMP AND IAD haven done siian both of them is damm troublesome n hard..

During holiday, baby bring me to eat steamboat. At first, wanna go kallang for frog porridge but when we reach there it still not open yet~ sad den we go our next stop bugis for steamboat, sadly to say the steamboat shop close down.. so we go walk walk den.. We decided to go marina square to walk walk, both of us thought of goin sing KBOX but it not worth n the timing was not right so we decided to go eat look ard , at last we choose Hotpot culture to have our dinner. Baby so sweet, i so touch for his small action.. Baby, oso order chocolate fondue, as i saw lot of ppl eating n i craving for it. hahas baby dote me n order for me hahas.. Though we eat till bloated.
THANKS BABY FOR THE MEAL. I LOVE YOU~

After that we walked around, slacking and home sweet home..
Enjoy the day out with u. :)

2010-06-25T01:00:00.016+08:00

Baby, i really do love you. I Starting to stick with u , everytime i feel uneasy when u not around mi, canno feel ur warm.. i noe whenever u beside mi u will protect and care for mi.. i always being so blur, will injury myself most of the time.. example: in train u will protect my head,avoid my head to bang the wall hahas.. Everything small things u do really touch me.. i hope tis can be continue and nev stop... I dislike when u did not text mi or call me.. i will start have images running ard my head.. bad and good~ BABY i would like to request u can always stay sweet with me.. i hate when we suddenly so cold.. i really don't wish to happen..~!!!

What i fear the most!!!
2 more month u goin ORD le.. My fear start to increase to the MAX!!!!
I will not know what will happen , You will go and study and work.. out to the society where beautiful butterfly, flower ard can u resist it?(i noe i not pretty, not the dream girl u always wanted!!)That y i so scare.. you noe that ?You know this few day we start to quarrel again.. which we promise not to let tis happen again? but it came again!!!! When i at home before i slept, i keep on thinking abt our stuff abt our future? I was so scare u will cheat me.. i cannot see when u are talkin the truth , i always choose to believe you , u know that? i always thought what if one day you say u are busy working but actually u are dating with others girls? What If u say u are doin project at friends hse and at last is kissing with other girl? What if you have all the girls ard u n u start to push me away n date all the girls out one by one?? What if u have a car, u say u are on ur way but u took 1 hours to 4 hours to reach? cos u date with the girl n send her home? And leaving me alone at the street to wait for u come?? thought i wan u to have a car as soon as possible but i have fear too.. What am i goin to do??? There more i worry abt.. haiiz~~~

i really dislike when u are tired or angry, u start become to be frustrated,being so not understanding and hack care.. i really hate the feeling.. i always feel so upset when ur mood change.. i oso will feel that we are breaking up.. both of us hav almost the same character . We know each other well.. This few days both of us temper are hot lo.. haiiz fight over a small thing..
I really dislike to always wait for u for an hour or more.. i never failed to wait for you.. i know sometime u are busy , i got no words to say.. i dislike when i canno contact u ,so frustrated to called u so many times.
I really dislike you say i have to go on diet. i know u are skinny, but i not both my parents are obese i have their genes mah.. you know i am so hurt when i heard tat? really veri hurt.. haiiz it make me feel i not suitable to be ur gf u noe tat?? haiiz think for me can?

All i wanted to say for now.. haiiz but overall, i still Love you.. i hope u too will Love me Forever~ There lot of deal we make hope u still rmb!!!

2010-06-13T21:28:00.008+08:00

Anniversary | Forward this Picture
Happy 6th Month Anniversary!

Baby, we been together for 6 month lot of thick n thin, new experience appearing = new challenges to face. I really hope we will been through all this n get the life we pending for.
The promise u make to me is always there i hope it will not be faded away.. I may be sometime feel insecure, feel fear , suspect u on something. The trust i think maybe not there yet.
Baby, i jus wanna tell u. I really LOVE u lot , i will be always there for u no matter wat , work hard with u to achieve me n ur goal. Baby, i hope u will understand me more, u will put urself in my shoe. I am sorry for my attitude i always i wanna change. I will change it for the better..
I looking forward on the 1st year anniversary u planned for me.. Baby P.S i love you.
12/6
Went to friend hse to make oreo cheesecake for baby as a surprise, is my first time make hahs overall is successful:) During the process, lot of things crop up, head was spinning is was so rush tat time, i meeting baby but the cake was not really yet. overall lucky it make it on time.
Met baby at cwp ,den went to my hse. show him the surprise i make for mi hahas think he like it veri much bah:)baby n his little suprise~

BUT Baby give me a big SURPRISE !!!

Thanks baby, i like it very much once again hai ni po fei le~

After i bath hao, i get prepare n set off to bugis with my family. Reach there Serene teo called mi askin me whether going PC show, so she meet mi , is a 2 couple outing hahas :) overall fun hee saw the new lover so close .. i brought a wireless router hahas. den we went to just acia to had our dinner. Jun sheng n serene teo leave first den went for a night walk with baby den i home sweet home:).

2010-06-07T09:28:00.031+08:00

Haw Par Villa Outing~

Is our first time visit there. The weather was so hot i was like sweating non-stop so do baby..
Meet baby at Chinatown, we take 51 bus to haw par villa. we over shot alight at the next stop.
So we have to walk back to the entrance there, on the way i was eating durian which baby brought for mi.. it so nice i been ages did not eat durain hahas.. I shall let the photo to tell u more abt the trip.

The end of the outing~
Aftermath, we went to Vivo to had our dinner , shop and we brought snacks at candy empire.
Lastly, Home sweet home.

2010-05-23T22:47:00.010+08:00

On my 18th birthday~

I went to school is the most unlucky day, having 2 test one graphic design and programming..
sian both i oso dunno how to do lo.. piss off can hai yo!!!
after skool met up baby at doby ghout hahas.. actually have party organize by my classmate but postpone to wednesday(25/05/2010).. shall wait n c lo,...
Went to swensen for dinnner with baby hahhas Was feeding baby ~Fish & chips!EARTHQUAKE~~~~

baby say i went crazy after i eat the ice cream hahas.. I love it:)

Brought a cake home , And celebrate wit my family :)

Thanks baby, mum, dad, my beloved friends, bestiiies,classmate and sister~
Thanks for ur wishes!!! ILOVE YOU!

2010-05-16T11:23:00.002+08:00

This few days have lot of up n down, ytd at first was so awkward when we meet up. haiiiz, no conversation going on~ Previous night had a conversation on phone. I find out that u seem to un reasonable sometime. I noe is your character , i cannot change it but i so innocent.. i noe u are different u put down lot of things ur past, ur friends , some of ur character. i appreciate it very much really.. you also not wrong maybe i still not that mature yet.. i dunno how to look at people.. Maybe i just still 17 years old kid lo i trying my best to get to noe u more and be ur best partner.. I will be fear you noe whenever u go out with your friends or u attended your frenz party~ u r so popular so many ppl want u. u noe i sometime i wish to choose to let go.. i dun wan live in fear for my rest of my life!! But i love u too deeply cannot bear to leave u. I will try my best to change n adopt to the situation. but there always a limit there.
We went to Singapore River where we start our love journey. I love that place is full of sweetness and memory~ We do quite a funny things there hahas.. (dun tell u guys wat we do)
but the scene only can be seem when there is an old lady n old man. haha,. We decided to start all over again.. from the start.. i hope it work n our love and trust can get stronger! I believe we can make it n i really hope u will.. Rmb My 4 Wishes i ask for. the wishes u promise me.?

P.S I LOVE YOU

2010-05-08T15:11:00.005+08:00

My 18th Wish list!!
Wanted lot of things!!!

Wallet from Charles & Keith (hint:It red,shiny surface n length:140mm*90mm*30mm)
Watches from Baby G , G shock(red), Levis ( with crystal on it)
All my friends wishes!
More surprise!

That all haha :D

2010-05-05T18:29:00.010+08:00

This month is the most happening compared to the rest!
Hahas.. This month include Baby(4 May) and mine (20 May) BIRTHDAY!! Lastly n our 5th month anniversary:))) We had our celebration on the 1st of may ..

1st May 2010
Thanks you baby, for the surprise~ I LOVE YOU!

15 DAYS to my birthday~~
Present present!!!!!!!1

2010-04-24T11:42:00.009+08:00

Been ages i updated my profile all thanks to my Desktop ...My life was jus like a Drama lot of sudden pop out its will not stop~
It will not occur non stop i canno able to enjoy good life.. haiiz think tis is my life is canno
be change i think so.. May all the God bless my family bah.. Especially my mum,....
Thank you very much
Well Poly life have start a new environment. but i enjoy it my classmate is good
we get along well too :) however, my course suck i dun understand at all lo haiz.. forget it take time bah.. Hahaz
I shall share some photo. where i went before skool start n poly life :))))

orientation 2010
Lixin sister full month celebration :))

Thanks baby accompany me go:))

East coast park= Roller blade DAY!!!

Sentosa outing :))

That all hahas nth to up load actually :)))
jus pending for May to come cause it our 5th anniversary, his birthday n my birthday:))
Hope i will receive lot of surprise n wishes from him n my beloved friends:)))

2010-02-24T23:30:00.004+08:00

I am sorry~

To my besttiies,

i been neglect u guys~~ seriously i too busy wit my work~
i promise i will find days out den we go out have fun okay.. i really miss u guys.. i noe when i feel sad and fear u guys will always be there for me no matter what.. i appreciate everything u guys did for me :)))
i feel so stress sometime as i could not manage my time well :((
Hope we can meet up soon!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

2010-02-17T22:36:00.017+08:00

Most unforgettable moment~
16 feb 2010
A day which celebrate belated valentine~
baby n i went to sit duck tour and singapore flyer..
HOPE everyday is jus like tis day.. the strong love n warm :))

tickets
The first photo of both of us~

Some views....
photos of e n baby~

More photo i have time den upload :)))

Baby, i love you

2010-01-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

Heart broke...
idk wat u wan sometime.. it hurt me my tear fall..
or i think too much idk really!!!
i wan happiness, i wan to be wit u always i wan u to be happy
i have the feelin u will leave me.. i like the time we meet up we joke, we crap,
All the laughter we had, i hope everyday it will be the same.. If u think u dislike me in some
way tell mi dun hide it.. i noe i sometime i been unreasonable.. i am sorry seriously

BABY, ILOVEYOU

2010-01-04T15:49:00.004+08:00

Been busy at work.. i change job.. currently working at Somerset Robinson. i Selling swimming costume the brand is SPEEDO . Do drop-by to find me.. cos the workin environment there is too boring.. OR u wanna buy swimming costume or Accessories come find me hahas :)))

Time do past so quickly!!!

It a brand new year!! A brand new life for me~~~
As i found my love <33>

My Wish are........

To get a Excellence result for my O' level
Hope my mum will be Healthy( illness get away from her )
Be wit baby Forever~ No problem pop out !!
Spent more time wit baby~
Never ever lose contact wit all my bestiies and girl friends
Earn more money!!!!!!
Go oversea wit baby :D

To be continue :)

On 31 dec 2009 ,
met baby after work , went to Clarke Quak to see firework.
It so happy to c firework wit baby.
After tat met up shu luan n the boys.. slack awhile then when bck home :))))
The following day i still hav work so sad , i was super tired lo..
okiie la i got to stop here will upload the firework video here...

Have to go call baby to wake up n it time for him to go camp le~~

2009-12-27T00:00:00.005+08:00

I enjoy my day today.. But extreme tired.. as i worry the whole day for somebody:(( Did not sleep well.. moreover, working morning shift.. Die~ After work went to yishun to meet up my mum,bro n bro gf as we havin dinner outing.. Went to chong pang to eat.. after tat went to Jurong point to meet baby~ Dad fetch all of us there n we shop ard.. i So happy is like a family.. i feel warm. Hope there is more chance.. 3 pairs of couple go out tgt :)) baby say one day ring my family go out eat.. i can't wait for tat day to come :)) At 10pm, baby n i left. He send mi to Woodlands, we had a walk n chat.. i reach home at 11.30pm but poor baby have to take a bus back home n is a long journy.. baby xin ku le~
Recently baby brought mi a hand phone key chain. The cost does not matter is the heart matter..Baby, tis is for u.. i cherish the time i was with u i understand is hard to meet up often i understand~ As long u have the heart to meet me whenever u are free n i will be happy le :))
I really hope we can maintain the way it is now forever <333> Ai ni yi bei zi

<3>

2009-12-15T09:47:00.005+08:00

I in LOVE ~
Our story being between Dec 11 n 12 hahas cos is at midnight..
Dunno which day hao leh hahas..
I hope this relationship can last long .. i really scare i will be hurt if it hurt i think i will not
trust anymore guy le..
Babes,Bestiies and sister will u all be there for mi when i feeling alone? when i upset? When i cry?
I hope u girls will be there for mi !! i love u girls so much.. I sorry if i no time u pei u girls 对不起我还是佷爱你们.
Ytd, i was working at tampines BHG. xw n shir come n fun mi.. hahas
so happy to see both of them especially xw i been ages nev saw her le.. i miss the day i go out wit her we jus like crazy person never care the ppl ard us we jus do funny action..
Had a chat wit them.. den they left to find shu luan to eat dinner wit her..
i put work at 6.30pm , baby come miit mi at tampines.. :)))
meet him at Mrt station den we thinkin where to go, den we decide to go town.. hahas
Is my first time wearing slipper to orchard hahas.. cos my leg pain :(((
baby say my leg swollen lolxz.. We get off the train at somerset i went over to shu luan work place to find shu luan as well xw n shir as they will there hahas.. intro my baby to them hahas
is a bit werid hahahas.. Lucky xw did not dislike my bf i trust her taste n judge thanks babe <333
baby go c jacket while i chatting wit them.. Baby n i went off first cos we haven had our dinner.. Went to doby ghout to had our dinner den he send mi home le.. Had a great day time spent wit him was great!! Got to miss bee le.. Next outing is on tis thursday i canno wait :))

Bee, Iloveyou

2009-12-12T10:10:00.004+08:00

Thurs 10/12

Wake up at 9 plus am.. Going to Malaysia wit popular frenz.. They damm steady lo , they all were late. i standing there like idiot. I hate the passer~by , all look at mi lolxz.. Once we reach malaysia , we went to Gary kim Restaurant to have our lunch:)) we order lot of food even the waiter tot got 9 person but we onli have 5 person there lol all of us laugh.. we like hungry ghost hahas.. after we had our lunch, we call javis to pick us up he was late.. We went to sing Ktv cheap lo onli 12 RM per person. We went bck to city square to shop.. Javis leave t 7 plus as he meetin his frenz so we contiue to shop.. i brought one heel, a top and fake eyelash.. lolxz total spend $48 plus sing dollar i mean.. Broke le lo.. haiz... Reach home ard 10.30pm.. Overall, i enjoy veri much.. they plan to go genting idk i could go mah have to save up first.. :)))

Friday 11/12

Off to work , i receive msg n told mi tat today have to work till 10.30pm. I stunnded cos i meetin jerry at 10pm.. lolxz than i told him to meet later lo no choice.. hahas we went to watch new moon. The movie start at 12am. is too early den we walk to 313 to shop.. tot of findin shu luan while i jus look out for her work place someone tap my shoulder i turn n realise it SHU LUAN hahas i shock But was veri happy to c her :))) chit chat awhile den she left le..
We went bck to PS to watch our movie.. Brought popcorn n drink we went in...
After the movie, we slack we walk to singapore river n chat abt our past.. till 4am den he send mi home.. Thanks i do enjoy :)))

2009-12-06T10:52:00.003+08:00

Currently, been working.
I hate to work at department store lo..
Firstly, no customer de=== to bored!!!!
Secondly,At BHG the rule are so stupid lo mus wait for all the customer go den we can
leave.The customer 不会自动 still continue to shop like nobody business lo,,
Thirdly, at the security there more worst cos we need to take bag n change our promoter
badge the queue damm long.. everytime wait till 10.30 den leave lolxz..
By the time i reach home 11 plus nearly to 12pm le lo lolxz... Damm tired..

Ytd was at Wisma ISETAN , was busy at a moment not all the time..
There more bored no one chat wit mi all not friendly de :((
But the good thing is put work on time hahas :))))
Now i sick le havin a slight fever n flu.. later still have to work haiz...

I was annoyed by some one.. seriously, i not ready i told u so so so many time le
keep askin onli make mi more frustrated lo haiizz hope u can Stop it. i cannnot take it anymore le... :xxxxxx

Got to go prepare le time to work~
bbiiies~ loves

2009-11-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

Finally, i had put a full-stop for popular!!!
I do not need to work in fear and tahan all the auntie !!!
Too bad have to work back Shumi my previous jobs.. The journey is veri far..
i hate working in department store no choice lo sadded.. cos have to line up to check bag..
somemore so far reach home dunno wat time le.. haiiz

Today, it really shock off my life!! i tot i have shortage of $300 plus leh..
it exactly my pay lo lolxz..
Lucky, it mistake forget to add America Express and dinner credit card..
PHEW~~~
Overall, i found that Onli cashier HOD ( da jie) dote mi more lo..
Feel like she my mother, she care for mi lot and do not really scold mi de. :))
Before i left, she told mi mus come back frequently to c her.. at that point of time i could feel she dun wan mi to quit.. I promise if got time i will go c her de.. :)) i miss her too..
The time we joke tgt hahas :) Sweet potatoes IDOL ahahas

Got to go le.. So tired tml still need to wake up early lo siian~~ Nights!

2009-11-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

While i was sleeping, shirley tay called me.
ASk mi whether wanna work as it was shortage of ppl..
since i got nth to do at hm so i went to work den.. I quickly get up.
Took a bath, had cup noodle for my lunch.. and off to work..
Reach there Saw all the cashier counter full.. i stunned at the moment wat or i come when there is no place for mi.. den HOD told mi help the new staff they still not sure. i help out lo.. but to the fact i still new too.. and i blur like sotong :p
Sian tml have to work full for cashier.. die le today mus sleep early le :(((

Out of my surprise, the new staff working wit mi oso one of the victim of her~
Onli mi, her ang shir tay noe hu i refer to..
I tot her target was jus our class.. include mi lah.. but now other class oso have..
Hope she really can change lo. hope she will listen to everyone advise and to c a doctor..
I not cursing her jus to the fact that is for her goodness sick.. for her future..

God bless her~~~

2009-11-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

SERENE TAN LI SI
IS
Frustrated
Sad
Disappointed
Annoy!!!!

Promises is just like a piece of paper is torn easily ..
Never believe anyone easily..

ALL IS JUST A DREAM~

2009-11-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

NOV 11 and 12

Some of my classmate come to my hse for a small celebration...
hahahs is so fun.. but tiring.. i think my mum is the most tired de mah..
Early the morning wake up went to the market wit mi n come back start preparing
while i prepare to go skool for my MCQ ..
AFter mcq i went bck hm.. start to sweep the floor n edric come veri early hahas...
He like the cracker my mum do de keep on eatinn xDD
Around 5.40pm, nolly,sc,jy and shimin came.. shi min scare of dog so we lock up my dog..
Chat chat.. while i was helpin my mum..
Later part.. Shu luan,xwxw,both shirley came.. hahas
help out n GOSSIP...
kenneth arrive at a later part.
Dinner serve they will all veri full n say the food was DELICIOUS..
Of cos my mum cook de leh hahas :p
Take video n pic but the xw haven send mi yet sadded..
Overall.. it fun.. I LOVE YOU GUY LOT LOT..

BFF forever nev lose contact wit each other okiie Promise?

12 nov

SO sorry i put aeroplane, did not went to supermarket wit u guys!!
Went to chong pang to buy contact lens before went to interview..
went to Raffles place.. UOB plaza.. went up to 56 story. the view is so beautiful..
lot ppl so i wait for quite a long time.. Qutie tired as hav onli 5 hours sleep,..
really sorry babes PLS FORGIVE MI>? <333

I happy to be wit u~

2009-11-13T00:49:00.003+08:00

HELLOS EVERYONE!!!!

I BACK~~

It finally over!!!
i officially graduate!!!!!

HOPE it turn out in a good result!@!!

GOD bless me....

2009-10-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

My blog will be die till i finished my paper hahas~~~

I MUST ACHEIVE WAT I SET FOR MYSELF N I CAN DO IT!!!!

JIA YOU FRIENDS!!!
LOVES YOU ALL!!

2009-09-18T23:11:00.005+08:00

18 sep 2009
MOOD be Ruin !!
Actually goin to Marine Barrage on sat 19 sep which i plan de.. but it CANCEL le
cos after my form teacher tell us the time left away from O' lvl my frenz listen
n decide not to go le.. i persuade them for a long time.. haiz~~
Is ok la, After O' lvl we den go okiie, guys.? :)
Today, i was confuse.. even my emotion was confuse i did not noe at the moment i am
happy, sad or disappointment?

17 sep 2009

PRELIM 2 over le went bck to normal timetable.. did not have any lesson mostly get
bck our paper.. haiz.. the grade is far from i set but got a small improvement compare to PRELIM 1~

16 sep 2009
FINALLY, It over le~ POA paper 1 is my last paper i really flunk it.. cos did not study the qns all i dun like to do de.. ROAR!! AFTER, the paper end went home, actually goin RP wit shu luan but suddenly my mum say got some family problem need to settle ask mi follow as she dun understand English language~

Sorry babe i put u aeroplane~~

REach home ard 4 to 5pm den mum n i decide to make ang gu kueh hahas.. Is our first attempt.. overall is successful and is Delicious~ yum yum Before steam it Final product :D

2009-09-10T11:43:00.003+08:00

Ouch~!!

My hands n body is aching ~~
i think cos of ytd i attend one day adam khoo booster course we play the activity..
The activity is like tis. First, write ur targeted grade for O'lvl,
secondly, hold on to the paper n rise ur both hands up n elbow mus be straight once it bend den u are out of the game.. i think is test ur perseverance.
Overall the programme , so so bah some part damm funny , some part make mi so frustrated n some part make mi cry :(((

Be brave , have confident in urself..
Go for every thing and dun let ppl bully u again!!

2009-09-05T21:50:00.005+08:00

Prelim Part 1 jus pass~~~ Now having one week hoilday!!! Should i be happy,Stress or sad >< idk wat my feelin now.? Prelim Part 2 will be tough as i have to face the subject i dislike the most- Emath i jus cannno understand y we need to study so much we do not apply math eg: algebra in future when we work.. we dun use any chemical in future(if u wan to be scientist) Forget it last year le chiong all the way n tat it!!! No one will understand how i feel now(i think) haizz really canno tahan le la it make mi frustrated stayin in tis hse!! sometime at hm no wan appreciate wat i done n take thing for granted especially the 2 "bossy"The most useless ppl However, sometime one of them still will think.. but overall he suck too.. treat mi like her maid~!! I become a Part -time MAID lo!!!!! Next, the most useless n irresponsible and always "ya-ya-papaya" the most piss off person!!! NEVER EVER MARRY TO TIS KIND OF GUY!!! it will ruin ur life .. I hate his attitude lo.. All the problem he create he dun want to solve all push to my mum like my mum owe him the previous life lo piss off... Wat he will do Watch tv ,eat,sleep and shake leg i dun respect him at all he make my life turning upside down...he still have cheek to say to someone to have Responsibility how abt he? he rather stay home n will not think of solution.Gosh~ the solution he alway think it alway say let him go to jail or sell the house and lend money from 'ah long' piss off~ sometime i really hope he can go to jail or leave the hse tis way i think my hse will be peaceful den~ Mum always so soft-hearted, if i was her i straight away divorces.. i Jus hate to stay at hm sometime~~

Hope someone will Bring mi out!!!

2009-08-26T18:56:00.003+08:00

Busy , Busy , Busy

Prelim start le ,, Focus!!! Jia you Everyone!!

2009-08-10T13:17:00.003+08:00

"Life isn't easy, life isn't perfect, but life is reality."

i am very pity for my mum..
haiz but i cannot do anything..Now i mus focus on my
'o' lvl~~
I very scare she cannot stand the tiredness...
All i can do is to help u do the house work nth le
but i dun really can help u much my exam comin le
i promise i will help my mum as much as i can,
although my mum will not read my blog but i jus wan to say

Mum, You're the best mum, I LOVE YOU <3

On the other hands,dad i hate u..
u screw up tis family i really canno stand i wanna leave
tis home cos of u, if can i will bring mum out wit mi leave
u alone c without mum how u goin to survive..
Stop behaving like 3 years old kid, can't u be more responsible.?
To me u are not the person i should respect u jus a shit to me!!
haizzz.. i noe i bad n rude.. forget it...

Hope there is someone can't take mi n leave ~

Stress up wit my study too!!!
Prelim is on the way is left less than a week but i still slacking
no one could motivate me!
Math is driving mi crazy!!!! Hate it so much!!!!
I mus start focus le no much time left le
FOCUS!!!!!!

2009-07-26T00:29:00.011+08:00

24 july 2009

Tis year Racial harmony damm boring lo~
Haiz,, hope Mr Rafiz was here.. so tat it will be more fun.. not like tis year so strict lo tis
canno tat cannot we like bein lock up in a prison lo~ canno step up the class take photo
oso kena nag.. haiz.. it really spoil my mood lo~~ The activity plan oso quite bored..
My mood turn better when i saw some of my teacher hahas.. they are so good to me
I love them so much <333 style="text-align: center;">

tie-[i like the hair colour] untie

Guy fren z

Beloved Teacher (mdm chan n miss ho haven send mi pic ><)

Girlfriends

Xuan wei - Conjoined twins <3>

Ending wit my zi lian photo :p

2009-07-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

Current Mood : PISS OFF , MOODY~

Stress up by study~(especially math)
Got GEO & PHY test next week
'O' level listening next week
kena say by someone tat i backstab which i did not.

Haiz... tons n tons of things happen today~
Firstly, math lesson.. get bck the mock test n fail badly. I will not pass my math
and i starting to get irritated in math~ no matter how hard i try i still fail. hate it!!!
I feel so stress, after math is SS lesson.. i gettin moody as i was reading the txtbk
to summarize my notes i canno forcus as i was worry tat how i could cope for my
O'lvl math as time is runnin up!! My tears fall... i could not control it i bear to my limit
X.w saw it n she change place wit Ts n come to comfort me.. xiiiexiieni <3
Mdm chan tap on my shoulder n ask mi whether i tired as normally at her lesson
i veri focus . But today my head is alway on the table, she saw mi cryin.
Before she start her lesson proper she told mi "serene, FOCUS is a ready the past,focus now"
I listen wat she say, she really can motivate mi. I love her veri much :) THANKS
Lastly, Tis make mi damm piss off lo..
Reach home, receive a msg the detail i dun wan to say much.. lolxz But i jus wan to say tat
i am lost at the moment , i do nth n get insulted... I am now speechless ><

My life is getting scary.. i hate it~
Suck the hell up destroy all the bad thing!! is freaking mi out!!!

2009-07-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

My blog goin to be die~~~ as i getting busy le..
O' level exam is jus ard the corner.. tis coming TUE is my mother tongue oral
i so scare lo : ((( Everyone pls pray hard for mi not to have tongue twisted n let my mind have lot of ideas durin my conversation~~ (mus be creative de)
Today my stomach damm pain lo i think is gastric pain bah... last time will not like tat de lo. siannn from 7plus pain till now 12.22am.. dunno will pain till went lo lolxz if i can remove my stomach for a moment more good no need to suffer from the pain ... HOpe so onli llo.. Hope by tml will be okiie i wanna eat ice cream tml~~ pls pain pain go away, dun come back again,hate u so much!!!
Singapore is so small, frenz are connected everywhere hahas ..

got to go ~
tata guys<3

2009-07-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

3rd of july

Went to popular after skool wit seow chin and shirley tay. as i wanna replenish my stationary~after tat i went hm.. have a nap.. actually wanna go to the bbq tat ren organize den i got tons of things hav to do n the bbq crush wit another bbq tat my bro frenz organize n i invited.. since the pit jus near my hse few block away onli.. after i done my stuff den i went down to bbq.. hahas.. before goin down my bro ask mi to help him do the dory fish hahas so i put the spice.. Today i was like so boylish i set up the fire wit the help of bestiies(xinyi),mich and steffi.. hahas~ GIRLS POWER!!
And we make it n cook our food hahas All of them like to eat i cook de sambal fish~ i been cooking non-stop hahas.. i at last know how to grill the chicken tat the skin will not burn n cook inside hahas i try once n the skin is so crisp n cook inside i let bestiies try she say is nice we can heard the crisp sound when we bite hahas~~ yummy <3333>

Pls be more mature and learn to appreciate when need ppl help den act like veri friendly or paiseh if u did not need help den act like so proud n bossy lo fk off man~~~

4th july2009
Today whole day i spent my time wit x.w(conjoined twin). hahas~ i ask her to pei wo go cck
to take my pay.. i make choco for my frenz went there to pass to them n they say veri nice but too sweet :p i know i try b4 :))
after tat we went to gym at woodlands.. hahas quite a lot of ppl there.. went there change to sport wear. was running hallf way xw say she like wanna vomit so i ask her to stop go hav a rest(maybe cos she jus eat mos burger) n i contiue to run hahas..
We left at 7.45pm(if i not wrong) we went hm to have our dinner n take a bath. Den we miit up again hahas went to admiralty mac to do our homework.. do till 12 plus am den when to her hse.i will be stayin at her hse.. we will slackin, gossip,watch video...
till ard 2 plus her mum brought us noodles for us to eat.. fat le lah sadded :(((
we slept at 4am.. hahas den wake up at 11 i think~
Enjoy the time spent wit x.w hahas...
Brought tis at cck :D

haiz... y u wanna bluff her so much things.?
she alway think u r her best frenz a frenz tat can be trusted.
but now u spoil it , she tried to make up but u noe it mah.?

Friendship are important,cherish all ur best friends They are the one can be trusted and will not hurt u badly~ Appreciate wat they done ,dun over the limit

2009-07-05T15:50:00.003+08:00

haiz.. is so true nth is hurt as much as a broken heart~
although u treat mi tis way but i still canno forgot u~ time spent wit u is short but the moment
when is wit u is unforgettable .... Time past so quickly but~~~~
Forget it my MAIN AIM NOW is my O'level... Jia you.. be strong!! be motivate~~

Goin out wit mum to AMK come bck
den blog lot of stuff to blog abt :)) Stay tune!!

2009-06-25T15:53:00.004+08:00

Been listening to this song for this few days it veri meanin full although the song is quite old~

方烔鑌-壞人

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Me and u to me is jus a dream, a very happy n beautiful dream.
A dream which store in my mind n it canno be forget~
I did my part, i change my attitude i really dunno wat u wanted.
Others think tat i aready veri good,can say tis type of girls extinct
But...... u seem to avoidin me ~ haiz forget it bah.. Thanks anyway :)

It ended~~

2009-06-21T21:53:00.012+08:00

17 june 2009

Today is our class outin hahas.. went to east coast park for BBQ.
mit shu luan they all at mac at 9.30am i went there early so went to
X.w hse slack first hahas~~ had our breakfast , we went to arwis hse to
help him... but we did not carry any thing as alot of guys will there hahas..
so went to the pick up point which is at back gate of our skool w8 for the bus to pick us..hahas :D off we go when we reach we hav to walk a distance hahas to reach our BBQ pitwe started to get bored so we decided to went to rent a roller blade to play.. i use to play when i was small hahas luckily i get the hang of it in a short time hahas.. is really veri fun hahashope got ppl brin we go again :DD ard 4 plus we start our class game is fun thanks to the game community good planner hahas : ) The winner for the class game is my grp, grp 3 hahas..after tat we went to return our skate~~ Ard 5 plus our BBQ started hahas all of us was hungryThanks arwis for helpin mi to take food n peel off the prawn shell hahas hav a nice chat wit u n samuel hahas.. We do celebrate april,may and june babies birthday hahas n i am may babies hahas the cake is nice yummy~~~~ at 9pm the bus is here~~ some of the guy stay but lot of us went hm hahas i good girl nev tons hahas :DDD

Roller blade~

Class game!!
^ could u spot my teacher.??

Game Community member!! :))
The winner grp

More photo waitin for them to send mi hahas :)))

2009-06-15T09:43:00.004+08:00

TIRED !!!!

Been working for tis week end haiz...
9 hrs of work.. n it borin like hell lo~~
During tis holiday happen a lot of things , but i do enjoy i wish i
can dun go skool haizzz... but canno i mus work harder tis term
n i strive for my goal.. Hope from now till o'lvl exam finish everything
will went smoothly.. hahahs

I would like to apology to Shu Luan hope she will c my blog.. ( Shu luan, i reallly sorry :( i too busy, alway reject u.. i felt bad i really do ~~ hope u will understand :) i dun wish to lose u as my frenz <33)

2009-06-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

VERY BUSY!!!

At last my HELP programe it ended~
but ton and ton of homework.. haizz :(((

17 june 2009 is our class outing~~
hahas i so happy!!!! cannot wait for the day to come le~
I mus say sorry to SHU LUAN i nev help in plannin the
game n i neglect u i am so so so
SORRY!!!

The day i spent wit u,i really enjoy!! LOVES<3

2009-06-08T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hope to get well soon~~

i had been 3 days did not have eat a probably meal..
gettin weaker~~

2009-06-06T20:37:00.003+08:00

I enjoy my day ytd~~ Thank You So Much !!!

Today, feel so sick.. keep on feel like vomit i dunno y..???
really no appetite , when i saw food oso feel like vomit lo..
Went to work at cck , from 10.30 to 7.30pm my leg so pain lo
n so sleepy n uneasy ~~ ROAR!!!
Today, did not eat much, mornin 7 plus went to hav breakfast wit mum n dad
share wit mum fried bee boon eat 3 to 5 mouth den i feel like vomiting le so i stop
eatin den i veri tired as ytd night slept at 2 am plus den wake up at 7 plus tis mornin
so i canno tahan le den i told my mum i go hm first hav a rest n later went to work..
durin work oso feel veri uneasy decided to walk ard to find food however the feelin of
vomitin come bck so i go food court buy fruit to eat brought an watermelon eat half den throw away le until now i onli eat like tis lo wat happen to mi..?????

Weak n Tired!!!

2009-06-03T18:38:00.009+08:00

2 june
Actually, went to dental check up den hab to do extraction. but stupid n useless de mi canno swallow the medicine( 8 tablets) den i canno do the extraction so my dad came to fetch mi hm ~~ lolxz Went hm use com den veri sian cos got nth to do leh.. suddenly i rmb tat there is book fair so i ask xw wan to go mah hahas den she say okiie so i went to ask shu luan wan go too mah she also say okiie aftermath,i went to take a nap n miit them at 6.30++pm hahas so overall xw,shuluan,her sis and mi went to the book fair.. hahahs overall is fun wit lot of laugher :) went there quite borin is different from last time de book fair walk ard den saw food area,so went to hav a bite sit chit-chat till 9+ decided to went to a booth which sellin choco hahas.. while we standin there a promoter from herbalife approach us lalalala abt health n help us measure our health condition n they say i got water retention :(( i now consider wanna buy their product mah cos is ex.. after tat we went hm sweet hm :)
LOVES u guys <33 size="5">

3 june

wake up damm early today, ard 8+ went to market wit mum
as she wan teach mi how to buy ingredient as she will be workin
2 jobs so next time i have to go market myself .. Tired~
mum miitin her boss at 883 at 11.30pm to discuss smth so i follow
her as later we goin to amk hub to shop.. hahas
my aunt n nephew join us too hahas my nephew damm
hyper active he canno sit still de lo...durin lunch time,
my grandpa n uncle join us.. poor grandpa he gettin older not like
last time strong and he use to be walkin damm fast faster den mi
but now~ he hav to take a walkin stick wit him le sadded :(
After lunch , grandpa n uncle went hm first we continue our shoppin
the weather is killing mi lo damm hot!!!!!!
brought our thing all done n we went hm le hahas.. fetch my aunt hm first.
A tiring day~

2009-06-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

My Blog is dead i know tat~~~
I busy study for my Mother Tongue O level exam tis few day.
Today jus sat for the paper overall i think is ok
Hope can get A1 or A2 !!!!
den i could focus on other subject and score well!!
hahas after paper 2 stay bck wit shu luan n the guys.
First we went to the gym in skool den went to play
basketball. Overall i enjoy veri much..
Stay bck in skool till 6 plus i think den went to 888 plaza.
Aftermath, i went hm.. hhahas...

I so scare tml i goin to hav extraction for my teeth
Roar!!!

Getting tired le going to rest damm tired lo... :D

2009-05-22T23:57:00.014+08:00

20may2009

Seventeen years old le~ 老了一岁!! Mus get more mature le.. Today hav a small celebration wit my family n my bro frenz hahas it seem like my brother birthday lolxz .. Sorry guys(my frenz) nev invite u all cos is jus a small celebration not much food to eat 对不起 !!! :( tat day hav chinese extra lesson after skool till 4pm aftermath, i went to admiralty to find mu mummy to buy my cake hahas.. Thanks mummy lots for buyin cake n 一个丰富的晚餐. Loves mummy Lots <333333 Went hm prepare the food n wait for my mummy to cook hao n my bro to be bck hm~ Hahas my cute nephew come to celebrate my birthday wit mi so happy :)))) so overall we eat,slack lo den all went hm at 10 plus hahas~~ This is how i end the day although is seem to be borin but i enjoy veri much i n veri happy!!! :)))

Thank you Brother frenz for comin!!! Of cos mus thanks my frenz the gals n guys for ur present,surprise and cake <3 u guys

Yummy~~

2009-05-17T17:14:00.005+08:00

16may 2009

I AM VERY HAPPY & TOUCH:))

Tis is overdue photo

THANKS YOU!!! Guys & Girls for giving mi tis SURPRISE ~~ i love it veri much and i am touch

I really wanna Thanks SHU LUAN(as she planned de)

hahas all of them are good actor lo.. i dunno they are givin mi tis surprise. i kena bluff by them. :( However, really thanks them alot!!!!
At first, shu luan ask mi to accompany her to find HS so i follow lo. when i back i sat at the living room,den suddenly XW brin out the cake den i was blur( i thought today is hu birthday..???) i blur sotong rite .. lolxz ... And they started to sing birthday song for mi at the moment my heart feel so touch.. In my 16 years life, today was the day tat i feel so touch n happy,as in my life no frenz hav done tis kind of surprise for mi :) After the celebration, all of us went to 888 plaza to hav supper (except for both shirley). I enjoys bein wit them hav lots of laughter.. Wahahahas~

To: Shuluan <33>
I dunnno u will saw tis message ma ,but i jus wan to say
i really veri happy to hav a frenz like you,a frenz is so
cheerful,friendly,hav a beautiful smile,able to cheer mi up,
can gib wo advise, help mi whenever i need help,an a joker.
Want To Tell The World Tat You Are The BEST!!!!!!!
Don't wish to lose a frenz like u :( BFF :)
Loves u <333

2009-05-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

5 MORE DAYS !!!

hahas to turn sour~
lolxz :p

Hope all my frenz
can celebrate wit me <333

2009-05-09T19:14:00.012+08:00

幸福你自己掌握

Focus now!!! if not i will reget in future~
But can i really acheive it..??Myself..??

Recently, i got no mood to study~~~ Very lazy lo..
Very difficult to fall asleep ytd i onli slept for 4 hrs. Sian
Tue(12/5/09) is phy and math exam i haven touch dao anything lo..
I alway fail my math. Now i dun hav confident at all lo for the
rest of my prelim paper :( Hope got someone can motivate mi to study
n can pull mi through tis prelim n o' level exam..
But i glad tat in skool i have frenz tat are fun n enjoy being wit them Love You Guys<3
Shu luan hav a beautiful smile sometime c her smile :) it brighten up my day,she make mi laugh lots <3 shu luan
And Seow chin my study partner, thanks so much you really teach mi alot <3 you
Lastly, LTY(xw) thanks for being so crazy wit mi !!! hahahz <3333

2009-05-06T17:48:00.003+08:00

TUESDAY (5 May2009)

Went to KK hospital for my check up..
Omg! so scary lo all the entrance fill wit ppl wearin mask..
me n mum will told to went pass the scannin to see whether we hav fever mah..
The nurse pass us the mask say we should wear b4 we enter inside of the hospital..
I look veri funny lo hahhs wit the mask on hahas... and oso troublesome to wear tat lo
not onli me n mummy wear mask everyone (shop promoter, mac staff and food court staff)wear too.After tat we went to the the x-ray place to do ultrasound scanning.i was told to drink at least 500ml water to full up my bladder.. i hate durin the scannin cos when the nurse scann she press so hard n i feel like pee lo.. after scannin we hav to wait for 1 hour for my report.. so went to the food court hav a drink first.. After tat went to the doc n she explain to mi lo... hahahs overall i fine :)
After tat went to orchard to service my phone but the service too ex le cost ard $150 lo i rather buy a new phone siiann(no money at the moment).. mi n mum hungry le den she say want go AMK to eat yang tou fu.. hahas too bad too mani ppl le n i rushin to dental appointment so we eat chicken rice quite nice lo : 7/10 bah.. hahahs.. den after eatin went to my dental appointment lo..
hahas veri tiring lo.. Yawns!!!!

2009-04-27T18:44:00.005+08:00

I FEEL DOWN TODAY!!!! :(

Can i give up in Study.??

Btw thanks miss lim n mdm chan for

ur encouragement n support!!!

2009-04-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

I had been reading ppl blog,lot of them say tat the Earth is goin end at 2012 or 2013. Is this true..??? Will it happens? What if really does, What u want to do b4 leave this earth..??? I have lot of things haven done n experience yet... Sadded):

I haven enjoy my 21st Birthday.
Enjoy night life
Went to tawain, hong kong and japan
My driving licence
Want to have a car
Did not have a chance to work in oversea bank
Had not get marry
I haven have a child
A house
A Good husband of cos Hahas(:

If the world going to disappear in 2012,
I hope i can be wit you now ):

2009-04-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today is our CIP day, went to Pasir ris park mangrove area..
As today is Earth Day !!!! Tis started in 1970s ..
hahas we on news today if u watch news u will saw us hahahs..
I enjoy my day today!!! hahahs 5-supreme ROCKS!!!!!

Sometimes i really need some one besides mi which can reply on can keep a secret
,hav a shoulder to lean on, a warm hug someone tat concern for mi.. there is someone
in my mind but should i tell him..? or not..??? i confused.But maybe i LOVE YOU!

2009-04-20T21:14:00.004+08:00

Change my blog skin le as got problem.. Haiz ):
Btw thanks Michelle for help mi do the Tag-box..

Thanks!!!!

Lazy to blog :p

bbiiies hahahs

2009-04-19T15:10:00.005+08:00

Friday (17/4/09) was a tiring day!! Yawns!! Firstly, havin an POA test overall quite easy manage to balance hahas..Hope can score full mark. PLS!!! Secondly, chinese oral.. dot lo sure die i dunno wat the hell i talkin(rubbish) , forget it over le. Thirdly, 2.4km run is damm tired done not quite well siian but overall pass i think hahas not sure. hahas after tat went to play netball wit Shuluan n her netballers and miss lim,mdm chan(idol),miss chu.. Havin lot of fun but damm tiring.. after tat went to foung the boys.. they will playin soccer hahas.. THANKS SHULUAN i havin lot of fun wit u n the guys. Hope hav the chance again hahas Reach hm around 10.30pm tired went to bath n slack awhile den went to sleep. Next day, hav chem video lesson.. tired!!!!!

19/04/09

Slackin at hm.. mother call say wanna go out shop.. b4 we go shop we went to her frenz house as her frenz baby full moon den went to take a bath n w8 for her bck hm from work.. we went to her frenz hse chat a while n went to chong pang to walk walk and had our dinner hahas.. After tat went to AMK hub walk walk hahas Brought nth today but i think whether of changes wat kind of phone i saw the china phone damm cheap lo onli $179 to $199 lo without contract can watch tv, MP3, camera n is touch screen.. hahahs Or feelin like buyin LG cookie no contract $338 onli but i now no money sian so forget it.. haiz OH YA!!! Nolly brought me the water bottle le hahahs Thank love it veri much!!!! LOVE YOU.. ME & The red water bottle!

2009-04-14T16:02:00.003+08:00

NOLLY HO HUI MIN

Promise to buy a Nike red colour water bottle for mi!!!
For my Birthday Present <3333

Thanks nolly Love u lot.. hope u can RMB the thing u promise mi(to buy that w/o sharing)OMG!!! i think i veri Thick skin leh hahahs :p

P.S I LOVE YOU

2009-04-12T19:55:00.003+08:00

Life is borin.. spent my day as usual go to sch on mon to fri and bck hm.
So scare prelim part 1 is comin.. i haven revise yet sadded ):
Sometime i really wanna give up on my studies.. is too stress..

But tis week i quite happy. i realize tat my father have change.from bad to good..
He sometime weekend will tell my mum dun cook scare she is tired wan her rest.
so he will buy food for mi n bro to eat.. N he use his own money to buy n nev ask from my mum..compare to last time he alway ask money from my mother. now i can c he change a lot n i like the way he is now.. hope will change more n continue.
He now are more mature and care abt our family i be waiting for tis for very long le..Hope my family financial can turn good as fast as possible, and no quarrel.
I hope my family can treat each other like frenz will play tgt. Hope my dream will come
TRUE!!!!! <3333>

2009-04-05T21:50:00.007+08:00

Went to bai my grandmother, before tat went to wait for my mum n bro off from work hahas.Waited for damm long den off we go to bright hill. reach there damm pack lo.. n veri smoky i think it destroy lot of the ozone layer i saw the ppl burn the paper tgt wit the plastic bag (EVERYONE PLEASE SAVE THE EARTH!!!).

After tat went to my cousin hse to pass her thing n visit my beloved nephew. hahahs so happy!!!He know how to walk le damm clever and cute.. B4 we had our dinner we went to ang mo kio to shop as i wanna buy things i brin nephew along again another day of experience an young mummy hahahs i had a lot of fun hee.. 7pm went bck to cousin hse n had our dinner.. Dunno why today feel damm sleepy and unwell sadded :( [izit cos of my Da yi ma leh..??? ](see tis hand nev put down de think he tryin to balance bah )

2009-04-05T09:35:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went out wit xw, to collect spree item.
mit at 1.30 at boots n shoe. MIss blur(x.w) was sleepin sia she take the wrong train
she take train towards to yishun tat area but she suppose to take to woodlands to find milolxz.... den i call her tell her i go inside cwp shopshop first as the weather damm HOT!!!when she reach she call mi n we mit up. i realize we are really nian ti yin lo we nev plan wat to wear but in the end we wear the same lolxz.. Den we went to take 168 bus to tampines. went to tampines mall walk walk n i brought a bag onli cost 12 buck orginal price is $39.90. ' 賺到了!'
saw my previous de boss went to say hi.shop shop ard.. den went to take 22 to violette house to take our spree items.. poor x.w hav to carry damm heavy plastic bag but the clothes and bag all not her is real heavy lo.. den we went to tampines again as we wanna take shuttle bus to ikea. hahashere come the funny part: the shuttle bus come,i went up the bus,
x.w go scan the ez-link machine den " beep,beep,beep"
i turn bck n see i was shock lolxz i try to call her : xw, xw wat u doin..??? i stunnded
x.w: wait wait i canno scan (she tryin to take out her ez-link from her wallet)
serene:For wat..?? is a free shuttle bus leh..
x.w:oh ya hor (blur blur de)
Den both of us laugh like hell lo lolxz.. reach ikea walk walk hope i can grow up n hav a house ni could come bck n shop at ikea i quite like their furniture.. lolxz
After tat we train home.. hahahs <333

2009-03-28T00:12:00.004+08:00

Jus went bck from a movie. hahas we watch The Unborn the show quite scary
but i dun like the ending.. Dotx
lolxz we went in quite late den our sit kena taken. the reason is the people c wrong time
their movie ticket stated a later time den they went in early.. Dotz lo.. hahas
Thanks XXXXXX for ur popcorn n drinks and for sendin mi back hm =)
Tired le nights everyone <33

2009-03-26T16:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i went to go for a checkup at KK hospital.
i went to the women specialist dun think other things i not pregnant !!!!!
cos i been a while nev come menstruation so my mum and i was worry.
Reach there ard 10am den go register at the counter saw lot of pregnant ladies 0n young mummy
take a sit n wait for my turn to consult an doctor. so suay, waiting half way my doctor hav to go
n help one women for delivery so i decided to go hav my breakfast first than we went to macdonld
after eatin walk ard n went bck to wait again.. nt long is my turn den went in consult the doctor.

doctor: how r you..?? what wrong wit u..?
me: i fine. ermm... i been a while did not come my period.
doctor:is normal for age like you did not come regular. are u an sport girl..???
me: ya i like to play sport.
doctor: tat's y.. irregular period are cause by stress, n too active.
me: ohh....

the doctor jus gib mi an medicine den c the result. next appointment will do an scanning
i so scare n feel veri werid lolxz .. HOpe everything is okiie <333

2009-03-20T22:46:00.003+08:00

19 Mar

Went out to miit my beloved sister!! i hav been months nev meet her le.. Miss her veri much!!! we still like the past dun find it weird when we miit hahas tis are real frenz, frenz which can last long..miit at 9 plus at night acc xin go eat dinner. we can say we tour ard woodlands lo.. n we save bus fare hahahs first stop we walk to 515 coffee shop but there lot of ppl den went to 888 plaza find tat there veri hot went to admiralty mac there lot of ppl so decided went to woodlands mart de mac at last settle there.. ( chat chat~~) after tat we went to find lena so we walk from 700 plus to 400 plus.. both of us strong rite hahas..waited for lena quite a while den went to coffee shop drink tee & chat chat again.. we chat till 4am den xin come my hse to hav mi do my blog.
THANKS SIS!!!
I LOVE YOU<3
will be meet u soon when i free~~

2009-03-20T13:55:00.004+08:00

17 Mar

Havin an class outing to sentosa..
wake up damm early ard 5.30am get prepare n off to find CW at admiralty mac
helpin them to buy breakfast hahas.. 12 set of $2.50 meal, 1 hot cake the person was so shocked.
after tat went to shu luan hse w8 for the rest to come n the cab to arrive at 7.30am hahas
9 of us hop in to an 7 seated cab.. reach there it cost $70.10 omg!!!! but we are not payin is our teacher.. THANKS miss lim =D on the way there started to rain all of us was disappointed but lucky the rain stop hahas start to hav fiun hahahs
play play play till 5 plus n went to bath ~!!!! den went to vivo hav our dinner buy food n all of us eat tgt ard 20 plus ppl eat tgt hahas~~~~i enjoyed veri much!!!!
LOVES all my class mate <333
will updated the photo went i receive!!!

2009-03-18T11:42:00.006+08:00

13 mar

sooryy not bein order hahas cos i alway lazy and forgetfull to blog hahahs..
today i receive progress card my result so~so onli haven reach my target
but i am happy =D today my POA teacher give mi a star card.. In tis 5 years in WRS
is my first time receive a star card hahas... n in term one my i go to skool everyday
so school gib us a badge. hahas is a good day for mi <<333

the badge& the star card

2009-03-17T23:55:00.004+08:00

15 mar
today went to find my cousin, take a look at her old house as there is furniture which is in good condition,my mum want to hav a look at it so we went there.. my cousin wanna go IT show today as it is last day therefore she is rushin, so she told us to brin brendon(nephew) bck for her hahhas so we brin him go walk walk at amk hub lolxz at the ppl look at mi lo gib mi weird faces cos they may thinkin i am a young mummy hahas i now understand the feelin of a young mummy.. lastly b4 we send he hm he fall asleep at my arm so i hav to carry all the way till mu muscle pop out le lo hahahs .. but i reallly enoy veri much!!! I LOVE BRENDON!!

2009-03-15T22:27:00.006+08:00

1st March

Today is my nephew advance birthday party!! hahahs~~~~ HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY!!!!! went to my sis house ard 11 am hahahs go there help her lo... Do something cleaning etc. sweep the floor,mop clean the toys. help to put up deco. babysit my nephew, pack the goodies bag.. is a tiring day but i havin lot of fun cos alot of babies.
I LOVE BABIES!!!!

Beloved nephew<3

2009-02-26T19:44:00.009+08:00

21 feb 2009

today is my brother birthday !!
he open a chalet at coasta white sand resort..
after my excel lesson i rush hm to get prepare..
n i help my mum to pack the food for BBQ hahs..
damm busy~~~ leave hm ard 6.50pm.. reaach there ard 7.30pm hahas
brin a lot of stuff.. when all the boys arrived we set up the fire.. all of them are
hungry so they ate the fried rice n boon fen n curry n other food~~ once the
fire set up we started to BBQ.. i cook the fish everyone say very nice hahhas
damm happy they say damm delicious hahahs....
At 12 pm,
we cut the cake sang song n lalala~~
hahahs den went hm at 2.50am.. as tml got to go to skool for mrs kok talk hahas
havin a great time,, some of the boys (bro frenz) is funny hahas.. i enjoy the day!!!

2009-02-25T22:01:00.006+08:00

Today is my Beloved mummy birthday!!!!
i havin a great fun =)
we have steamboat for our dinner hahas damm full lo..
but the food is delicious.. hahas laughter is everywhere = p
tis year i can feel my family is gettin closer i love it veri much!!
ard 9.30pm we cut cakes the cake is delicious i brought at
polar express hehe^^
I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

2009-02-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO :
BELOVED MUMMY!!!
ILOVE
YOU!!

2009-02-19T20:13:00.005+08:00

STRESSS!!!!!!!!

MATH is making mi CRAZY !!!!

gettin nervous n scare as 'o'level is comin i runng out of time!! think positive~~ i sure can cope it!! i can do it no worries
JIAYOU!! SERENE <3>

2009-02-13T23:13:00.004+08:00

Today, is Total Defence Day no official lesson carry out today hahas so great.. but sadded to say after school need to stay back to hav excel program for POA lesson start at 2.30pm.. is like fk up lo i 12.30pm put skool le dotz.. Today we hav activties like deco the notice board n IPPT. all are related to Total Defence Day de hahahs.. i havin a great fun n we did a good job.. <3>
After sch, some of my frenz n i went to canteem n hav our lunch hahas.. after we eaten went bck to class to do POA hw hahas.. We all will so sian den we start to joke.. n my belloved classmate syaza start her talk on SEX hahas.. is damm funny all of us laugh too like crazy women. (mus be thinkin whether there is boy mah..?? the ans is no!!!) hahahs... all of us laugh till max lo,, funny..however, when the guys come in to our class we stop the talk hahas den all focus on our work. after awhile our teacher come, den proper lesson start~ sian ~.~
after excel program, went to watch movie "The Wedding Game" wit shirley n xw 2 besstiiies.. hahahs. is a funny show.. worth to watch damm funny.. hahas

after the show went to admiralty, den went to the night market. decided to play the TURBO. $6 per trip damm ex lo but is fun hahas..

BTW, frenz be strong, life is like tat de alot of obstacles , dun worry we will be wit u!!! hugged<3

2009-02-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Having a great fun today in school & tired=DD
Durin PE lesson, we havin a 2.4km mock test we ran wit classes sec 1-1 to 1-4,sec5-2. i was so angry the sec 1 lo block the way if they wan to stop n rest at least stand a side mah haiz forget it
say tis spoilt my mood..
Sch hav lo hei today.. whole sch lo hei tgt. of cos not the thousand of us share one plate.
i think each class hav 3 plate.think mrs kok spent lot of money.. she a nice principal after all. thanks to ting wei play durin the lo hei make my arm filled wit the yu sheng.. lolxz but i havin fun laugh till max.. after tat we hav gather the jan babies to celebrate their birthday miss lim brought cake for us. eatin half way they started to play wit the cake damm funny but suay lo kena a bit of choco at my uni.. hahas..
after tat went to chong pang wit shirley tay to do my ibankin hahas.. den went hm le..
tat my day ended!!

2009-01-28T20:54:00.004+08:00

Chu er
hahas.tireds but cannot wait to go bai nian.. same thing i wait for mu mummy come bck from work
hahas .. den xinyi[besstiies]come my hse she will be following us to our relative hse hahas..First, we when to my uncle house at hougang sit a while den decided to leave n went to my aunt place which is near by. so we walk there hahas.. reach there and my aunt hse veri crowded so we stand. a while more we decided to play poker hahas gamble again sian tis year no luck lo haiz.. my cousin order pizza for us for dinner.. so sweet !!

2009-01-28T16:12:00.012+08:00

Da nian chu yi

Everyone busyin goin out to bian nian n take hongbao. tis is the day all children or teens like the most can wear new clothes n can have $$ hahas =D my mummy working therefore, i hav to wait for her to come hm den can go bai nian.. i can't w8 cos my (emiline)cousin is waitin for mi at my ah gong hse we plan to wear the same clothes and earing hahas.. sorry emiline let u w8 so long~dui bu qi =( i reached there obviously we need to greet the elderly lo i saw my cousin siitin there hahas we look each other n smile. not long my cousin wan to leave le so we quickly take some pic hahas.. will up load the pic!! next stop we went to my uncle place at kallang. go there sit down chit-chat, drink and eat New year goodies. Every year, their ba gua is the nicer lo hahas all of us like it<3>

RED NAIL!! ILOVEIT!!

2009-01-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

HaPPy
Lunar
New
Year
to EVERYONE

2009-01-25T17:20:00.006+08:00

Before i had my tuan yuan fan,
i mit jia leong den we go play pool as long time did not play le~~
hahas.. so we miit 1.20pm at woodlands station at last cabin...
den we train down to queentown lolxz jia leong brin mi there he say there cheap~
i anything de hahas as long i can play~ the journey was long, but we chatting all
the way to queentown.hahas joke too!!lolxz he quite unlucky leh when we reach jurong
the door like spoil canno open den we w8 lolxz. reach queentown i wan to withdrawn
money n the machine spoil lolxz... den we walk to pool centre, however, no ppl to serve so we hav to w8. while waiting i saw a fish tank damm dirty canno see the fish clearly lo den we start to bet c got how many 'fish' lolzx i noe we are childish but we hav a lot of fun hahas.
the person came, we start to play le hahas so werid in the pool centre i am the onli the girl there
hahas..i win him 6 times hahhas he onli win 1 game noob lo. play for a while den we decided to go hm as rushing hm to eat tuan yuan fan~~

Today is chu xi le~~

everyone staying at hm to have tuan yuan fan
Is the best day of the year cos everyone can sit down n eat dinner tgt
chat abt the past( of cos, say abt those happy thing n not the sad de)
tis year the same eat steamboat hahas. but i hav to w8 for my kor kor to come bck he damm long lo n i damm hungry. nev mind forget abt it.. hahas i enjoy veri much. i like dong feng,prawn lastly the soup damm sweet hahas eat till damm full hahhas.. now waitin for 12am so tat i can bless my parents to live longer n healthy life.. i wan my parents to be healthy alway!!! hahas

Steamboat!!

2009-01-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
To
My Sista [ lixin ]
&
Choon woon

2009-01-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

Sian~~~
sorry!!! this few day been so busy so no time to blog!!
i will update soon =D

2009-01-02T20:00:00.003+08:00

Today start skool le~~
sian hate the arrangement tis year. haiz i think tis year is a tough year for mi lo..
In study n in communication wit my form teacher haiz (long story). sadded =(
ytd decided to go to malaysia so i ask besttiies(shirley tay) and choon woon to follow mi.
School end at 12.30pm n i went hm to change clothes n mit them at 2pm. CW go to kanji first waited for us till 8 buses gone not we r late is he come damm early lo..We reach n hop in to 170 bus.
Reach the checkpoint n damm it my passport canno work when by usin the machine so i hav to use the old method to gib the person c n check damm it onli i the teens there all auntie lo fk up lo haiz i ask the officer den they say sometime the machine canno read n say my bar code a bit faded tat y damm it haiz... but today quite fun.. hahas i change s$50 n i brought 5 items(bubble tea,shoes,kimono,MNG c tang & skinfood cleanser wash). damm worth it lo in singapore $50 can buy so much thing mah..??? is in possible lo.. hahas.. Poor choon woon have to w8 for us for so long as i got lot of qns ask the sales promoter(skin food) he a nice guy hahas. thanks so much..
siannn tml need to work n i hate it!!!!
takkiie care guys
sign off~

2009-01-01T16:46:00.003+08:00

Yawns! ha0 lei wor~~
ytd went to countdown not veri fun leh quite borin. miit shirley at woodlands MRT first cabin i waited for her nearly an hours. lolxz met her den we on our way to cck to mit her cousin n go to her cousin frenz hse to celebrate birthday. Reach there but shir n mi paiseh so we decided to sit other place. den we sit not for long den her cousin n some of her frenz come look for us den had a intro n chat lo. sit a while den all of us decided to leave le cos everyone have their own program. den we decided to go to boat quay to had our countdown. as we runnin late so we take cab down to boat quay hahas. reach there veri crowded hahas den we walk to the pub went up waitin for our sit but in the end we say we went out of the pub to countdown so we stand near the singapore river which facing suntec to watch FIREWORK !!! damm nice!! hahas so happy~~ but i had been long time nev wit bf watch le.. haiz i not desperate for boys jus long time nev had tis kind of feeling le haiz.. hahas never minds new year new life new wishes!!! And tis year 'o' level le mus study hard le hahas need to work damm hard haiz. Jia you!!!
okays guys take care!! biiies <3

2008-12-31T13:50:00.004+08:00

Today i off so will be stayin @ home in the morning. Damm tired lo. ytd sleep late today kena wake up by my neighbor cos they doin renovation so noisy. so i wake up n nth to do i decided to search for some movie to watch @ tudou hahas den i type wild child.tis show damm nice i like it lo.. ponney the main actor i like her chara damm hot too hahas.. nice show!! today is the day to celebrate NEW YEAR!!! later night haven some program so i now goin to take a long nap so tat night will not tired hahas.. btw wishing u guys :
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
A brand new year a brand new wishes n hope all will come true!!!

2008-12-31T00:00:00.005+08:00

Today super fk up n unlucky lo.
In the afternoon i went to work at 1.30pm take 168 bus to tampines
nothing happen still veri peaceful. ard 3.15pm i went for my break but i am full
as i had eating my lunch at 1pm so i decided to buy Green apple milk tea n some bread
n put @ my work place cos i scare i hungry as i had to work till 9.30pm.So i go to Four
leaves to buy bread i choose the bread i wanted n i pay @ cashier.i gib her $50 buck lo.
she give mi bck $3 plus i stunned per bread cos $20 plus mah..?? MAke of GOLD..???
i tell her i give her $50 buck she act blur cos scare paiseh lo damm it. Eye got problem lo
i went bck to work after tat.. today suppose to miit frenz to go watch movie but all put aeroplane lo tis is the most fk up de lo we planned tis a week ago n last minutes cancel n thanks to the person hu die die oso wan fix on 30 dec in the end is he the one hu cancel it. ROAR!!!!! Msg and call them no ans or reply call so mani time lo. i hate ppl had handphone n dun pick up call de lo if like tat for wat take handphone for..?? damm fk up.. n they all hor canno decided anythin keep changing like wan miit later dun wan make me so pek che lo haiz forget it lah. 9.30pm le call them no pick up so i decided to go bck woodlands went to cwp to find shirley to take CD. lolxz i waitin her for 1 45 min lo. she workin @ popular i stand outside damm scarely all the light off.
den we went to night market walk walk as we discuss abt tml de count down walk awhile n decided to go hm as we r tired n no place to go. den i walk hm alone lo. sianz.. come hm bath den now blog lo. okiiie la tired n fk up wan go rest le.
Nights guys!!! <3

2008-12-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

THANKS!!!!
To my favorite cousin, EMILINE <3 By helpinq mi to do tis blog!!! Loves u lotts!!!

new

2008-12-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hey Guyz ,
tis is my new blog. last time de sot sot de cannot log- in.
so i decided open a new wan hahas!!
takkiie care guys <3